if there was no way into God, i would never have layed in this grave of a body for so long

You are the light of the world. A city on a hill can not be hidden. Neither do people light a lamp and put it under a bowl. Instead they put it on its stand, and it gives ligt to everyone in the house. In the same way, letyour light shine before others, that they may see your good deeds and glorifyyour Father in heaven. Matthew 5:14-16